my escaping adventures

2010-07-15T19:05:00.000+08:00

moving on to tumblr yo.
www.sleazylizzy.tumblr.com

On with the show

2010-07-13T23:26:00.002+08:00

Nothing exciting for a looong time. Im bored of seeing the faces i already know lol.

2010-07-09T16:35:00.001+08:00

People who call others hypocrites are the worst hypocrites coz everybody's a hypocrite in a way.

Dont deny it. U are one too.

Too fast for love

2010-07-06T23:42:00.002+08:00

The sleazier the song is, the better. :)

big schools sucks

2010-07-06T01:28:00.001+08:00

Me and peeps just found a place to sleep in our brand new school.

Just what i needed.

Imma get u love drunk off my hump :O

2010-06-28T22:56:00.003+08:00

Imma go chalet tomm.
Imma be an animal and party.

Not convinced?

Temporary addiction?

2010-06-24T17:59:00.001+08:00

dun...wanna...play...games... anymore...

hoping for another drnking session hehe. still gt some money left.

I need more sunshine

2010-06-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

God, im hardly leaving my room nowadays coz im too busy playing games. Im turning into a geek.
The only breaks i have are when i sleep, smoke or eat. Thats just plain sad.

getting high will make you cry

2010-06-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

Hangovers suck. Soya milk makes me feel better weirdly.

god money, just tell me what you want me to

2010-06-12T20:31:00.002+08:00

wooo gt my paycheck i wanna spend it in 3 days.

the pain is unbearable

2010-06-09T00:39:00.003+08:00

i wanna sleep but i cant. coz i slept in the afternoon. can u understand the suffering i am going through rite nw?

Joke of the century

2010-06-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hindi action films are funnier den adam sandler. Where the fuck do they get their directors lol.

Really, i would nominate them as a joke of the century.

Wimpy kid's diary (?) ahahahaaaaaaaa

2010-06-03T21:06:00.005+08:00

Hmmph. I feel kinda sorry for my friend. He's got some temper; now dats alrite but he dont have the guts. And so he embarassed himself.
Well he should sleep properly i guess lol.

I wanna see "unicorns"

2010-06-02T11:10:00.002+08:00

Holidays coming again. This one's gonna be fun as hell. Im gonna go back to my nonsense coz i got no obligations diz time. I wanna get wasted everyday.

Dust N Bones

2010-05-28T18:10:00.003+08:00

Everthing's alright aha.

Coz i found what i needed.

But u gotta leave :)

I hope my blog isnt too depressing

2010-05-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

I hate sleeping becoz my bed have bedbugs. And sleeping on the floor sucks.

No wonder im an angry boy, with quality sleep like that.

Anyways, the weekend is here once again and nobody wanna go out wif me. :(
Should i get a job? I dont wanna stay at home for too long if i can help it.
Staying too long at home makes you emo. Got to take ur mind off things ya noe.

But being emotional just makes those ciggs taste so damn good.

Arr.

Im just being honest

2010-05-12T05:57:00.003+08:00

I like making friends with nice people. But im not nice at all. What a big problem.

Fun and lazy

2010-05-07T23:43:00.003+08:00

Somehow i feel so lazy today. And so i skipped school. I like school but its getting a bit on my nerves. Like hell im gonna dye my hair black again. U aint wasting my money bitch.

Home gets boring fast so getting a good subsitute for not being outside is pretty damn important. Coz it gets so boring that u just wanna jump off your building just for the fun of it. Playing games is a pretty cool subsitute... but it makes ur eyes hurt and head dizzy.

I just wanna laze around yet being lazy is so boring. What the hell is wrong with me?

More of ass kicked than ass kicking

2010-04-29T18:34:00.002+08:00

Darn, the guys at the soccer tournament are of a different level. The pace was too fast and keeping up is hard. Obviously we got thrashed. Not frustated though. A lot of them are national players and theres one team which consists of 3 home united players, wtf.

After getting analed bad today, it makes me wanna win tomm inter class!!

The day was good until the end

2010-04-27T18:02:00.002+08:00

Stupid bitch accusing me of breaking her dead sister's memento when its already broken. I admit im kinda pissed off. Now now, its not gonna affect me if ur gonna cry. I dont care about your sister and she can burn in hell.

I dont care about weekends anymore

2010-04-26T21:40:00.003+08:00

Its a pretty mundane weekend, as always.
Sometimes i wish you'll still be here, just sometimes. When im bored. I guess.

What is before is dead

2010-04-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

Feels good to change. Same face, same gestures, same smile but with a different heart.
Kill yourself and be reborn.

Winning is so damn fun

2010-04-20T19:20:00.002+08:00

Last week a friend of mine was challenged to a soccer game. I was there and they sure brag a lot. Hah. We won 7-3 on the first game and 4-2 on the second.

Moving on to more irritating and meddlesome issues. It seems i have to dye my hair black, its not as if im unwilling to, its just that i dun wanna waste my precious money on something so..orderly.
I think myself a rebel though its not going very well. ;)

The only thing in my head is you...and getting high

2010-04-18T19:10:00.003+08:00

Wasted my weekends at home. It seems like a flash though. Really having a lack of sleep during the weekdays and thus sleeping the weekend away. Its 1 in the afternoon and the next thing you know its 9 at night and then its morning again. Not sleeping properly will do this to you. I seem to be enjoying this for no apparent reason.

Well, it seems something funny had caught my attention, and im logging off ;)

Karmic Payback

2010-04-16T01:39:00.003+08:00

Bad bad year. Besides from losing my friends, 300 bux, now i have to lose my mp3. Just bought the bloody new earpiece last week.
Anyways have been on private profile coz not having the time for updating this blog. But i have the time now...lots of them...

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2010-01-23T18:34:00.000+08:00

Again, attempting to exercise hahaha. I hope i last a month at least.

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2010-01-03T18:25:00.002+08:00

Just did sumting crazy 2day. I did not noe u i did it too. Followed my impulse and cut my fucking hair botak lol. Now kinda regret coz it looked funny. Hope it grow out quickly soon.

I wont be posting much stuffs in a while coz im gonna be quite busy paying my debts away haha. Probably 2 weeks one post sumting like dat.

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2009-12-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

Damn you NEA. There goes my soon to be 300 bux.

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2009-12-22T21:19:00.002+08:00

Tomms bbq but i damn lazy man. Got other stuffs on my mind rite now dat i got to do, u know like a personal quest.

Unfortunately i promised Hidhir and Faisal to ton there so i'll go there late at night so i'll do what i can during the day. The food's probably gone and most people would already go home by then though. Haha.

Leisure

2009-12-17T21:47:00.003+08:00

Wow i got a lot of free time today. A whole day of leisure by myself which is fun once in a while. Learnt to put books in pdf format on my psp hence having the whole 9 books of the wheel of time by robert jordan installed in. On my second book now, but i must say its a fucking great book.

Also watched a few movies. Watched Funny People, Meet the Spartans, Nine and Forbidden Kingdom. I know thats a hell lot of movies but its great.

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2009-12-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm, they all wanna be cool and hang out with cool people doing cool stuffs so the girls will flock. Sorry but i cant follow anymore. Coz im not cool and its stressful to be cool.

Just two left in the wolf pack, one more gone and there will be no wolf pack.

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2009-12-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

I need money urgently. Have to find a job soon or im screwed. Screwed right on the balls.

On the bright side of things, holidays are coming. Make working much manageable.
Just pray a certain person's patience wont run out while waiting for me to clock in a paycheck.

DONE!!

2009-12-07T06:11:00.002+08:00

IM DONE!! IM FREE!!!

I swear to god recording is like solitary confinement. 3 days and two nights at the recording studio seeing the same people and totally cut off from the outside world. Janvin even went bonkers and crammed his head into the drum skin and was so proud of it!

Out of the recording studio, it was so peaceful....But fuck it, i went home and sleep straight away!!
I only got 7 hours of sleep in these two nights..

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2009-12-02T00:16:00.002+08:00

Training so hard!! please dun screw up this weekend's recording :(

Scared to let the others down.

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2009-11-30T23:24:00.001+08:00

Busy week!!!
Only relax day is tomm.
But being busy kinda fun u noe, provided ur doing sumting dat u enjoy.

Ok enjoy ur week everybody.

10 more days before im a free man for 21 days

2009-11-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

ARRGGGHH SKOOLS TOMM CHEBAI. WHY THE FUCK AM I STUDYING BUSINESS WHEN I DUN GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT. BUSINESS MEN CAN SUCK MY FUCKING DICK.

Yays, i love being vulgar on my blog, coz its my fucking blog, i can do watever the fuck i want to do with it coz its mine!!! get it? its fucking mine!!!

Ok sorry, but it seems my blog has been quite emo recently so i have to add alot of fucks coz i love the word fuck.

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2009-11-27T15:29:00.000+08:00

Confused. Unnecessary feelings. Pride trampled upon. Changing yet again.

A troubled mind indeed.

Back to disturbed

2009-11-26T03:15:00.002+08:00

Nostalgia and a troubled mind.

Black Friday

2009-11-26T00:12:00.003+08:00

Cant wait for Friday..Second attempt to reach nirvana with Naz. Its gonna be a mind numbing experience hehe.

Though i hope its not too excessive.
I dont want to die yet.
But knowing Naz, I probably will..hahaha

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2009-11-23T21:28:00.001+08:00

"We live where there's no tomorrow.
No past no rules to follow"

"No shame for the animals we are"

Hehe sountrack of my life.

Now now go back and do watever u are doing rite now and let me enjoy my ciggarette.

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2009-11-22T09:32:00.001+08:00

Holiday faster come!!

coz theres alot of stuff i cant wait to do!!!

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2009-11-20T05:38:00.002+08:00

Prom night...Its a new hype for my friends.

Me? I rather drink with a close circle of friends, and drink we did :)

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2009-11-18T17:57:00.002+08:00

Wanted to meet Naz after school and slack at his house but handphone batt got flat. So i went home sadly. Hes the only one left to talk to coz everybody else so busy nowadays!! Haha.

Gonna pierce some more on the holidays. On my lips and a few more on my ears. Just becoz im bored.

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2009-11-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

I love Red Hot Chili Peppers.

Yes i know im wrong but its just the loneliness :(
Lol!

I am stoned

2009-11-14T16:45:00.002+08:00

I have decided that i hate pink and im not gonna deny it.

Im quite surprised how well i handled myself yesterday, i mean im not good with people. It was really fun actually, getting high(and emptying my pockets at the same time), getting to meet new people, getting to know new girls(pretty ones). Sure i get those "ur so quiet!!" comments once in a while but i cant help it, cant i?
The drink's a bit expensive but may be cheaper than the big clubs or pubs.

Stupid things

2009-11-12T00:25:00.001+08:00

My backbone hurts. A game of truth and dare at home can lead to mysterious consequences. And my sis arent so forgiving either.

Fuck that backflip. Lol.

Procastination is a constant

2009-11-08T00:48:00.003+08:00

Went to Vinod's house to do some songwriting. We gayed around becoz everybody else's busy i guess. No..just kidding seriously. We rushed the fucked out of our souls coz our deadline is 4 fucking december and we havent finish the song yet. But it looks like its gonna be finished soon ;)

Tommorow shall meet the rest of the band to jam, hopefully a flawless session.

And

Im such a bitch ;)

Things that's relieving

2009-11-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

Today, a chance of a reunion with a good friend of mine and his cool mum made my day. Oh, and not forgetting the pack of camels, as i decided to splurge, was great for late nights. :D

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2009-11-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

Weekend has come. Still got those sleeping pill from ika. Time to fucking hibernate.

And dream of you.

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2009-11-04T20:53:00.002+08:00

Im always misunderstood by people. Not that i blame them, its just the way i carry myself i guess. And some stupid comments by certain people just aggravated the situation.

Though i couldnt care less. i hope.

Yo

2009-11-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

I used to do a little but a little wouldn't do
So the little got more and more
I just keep trying to get a little better
Said a little better than before

You need a drink? Here you go bro

2009-11-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

If you havent watch V for Vendetta, u should, coz its a great movie. Rewatched it and it still gave me shivers.

3 more months and i can fucking buy ciggs and booze from 7-eleven, wohhhooo. In the face bitch!

Lastly black is black and white is white but it doesnt make fucking sense so goodnight!!

Nice

2009-11-01T00:18:00.003+08:00

What a cooling night....this is much better ;)

Ok dats all i got to say, hehe. Goodnight everyone.

ramblings

2009-10-30T22:11:00.003+08:00

Have you ever got that emotion or feeling that you cant really express out with words or actions? Its kinda nostalgic yet its not something you face before. And the only way i know how to express it out is through music or art.

Though i know no shit about drawing.

Don't you cry tonight

2009-10-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, should i put a guns & roses symbol tattoo on my back? Im still thinking.

You
I can see you're breaking into pieces.

And
It irks me.

Ok got to go, enjoy your ciggs everyone.

Bitching time

2009-10-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

Everybody likes you and stuff but i dont. I can see right through you.

Whats up with everybody going to parties and stuff on halloween? Shouldnt we hit the cemetaries? Hell, that would be more fun. How do i put it, i hate clubs. And the drink's too expensive.

And yes,

I have no life
and

Im liking it.

P.S.
My mum just called me a moody head.

Secretly desiring

2009-10-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

Maximator was not avaible on 7 eleven...fuck! Had to settle for navigator instead, but it was ok.

Weekend is heaven. Stuffs that i want to do, i can do and i can dream. On weekdays i will forget about it...becoz of school and stuff. No wonder people let go of their dreams when they grow up and have a job.

Will always be looking out for you and watching you back ;)

Maximator will maximise your potential

2009-10-24T21:51:00.002+08:00

I....cannot.....wait.....for.....MAXIMATOR!!!!!

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A.D.A.M.

2009-10-21T21:26:00.003+08:00

Today's a great day, i think. Coz im feeling happy. ;)

Did i tell you i wanted to become a cowboy when i was a kid? ahahahahaha

Everyday's a drag if u want it to be

2009-10-20T21:36:00.003+08:00

Remember i told you about my com giving me problems? Well this time it fucking refuse to switch on. But a sharp smack return it to its former glory, wait...no, 2 years after its former glory.

Suddenly felt like playing skateboard and inline skating. hmmm, though i'll just embarass myself coz its been a billion years since i played them.Though wat i need is just an adrenaline rush fix.

I know wat i need, wat i need is a escape, an escaping adventure...ahaha. Its been a while, breaking in isolated restaurants, burying myself in sand, going haunted(or so called) places, biking long distances(and then too tired to go home). How i miss those days of the young and reckless.

Well i got a plan, to spend the holidays which is 2 months from now. Cycle the whole of singapore, though it will take god knows how many days. Its been a while since i did something crazy. Hope my friends are still as crazy as me and join me in this hopeless endeavor. I have to cancel the plan though if nobody's with me.

"But nothing seems to phase me and this one still survives"

PSP fixed!!

2009-10-18T15:23:00.002+08:00

Really proud of myself. I mean i did not give up fixing the fucking psp, and after 3 fucking days, finally nailed it. And now my com's giving me problems...ahaha.

There is this one movie that i particularly liked and watched. Shawshanks Redemption, old movie but flawless. Watch it if ur free.

Very tranquil, im enjoying myself now even though im by myself inside my room.Doing my own shit, it helps me get better i guess. Its as if all the negative emotions the last few days being washed away.

Pissed off people!!

2009-10-17T07:34:00.000+08:00

Everybody's PISSED off, you,me,he,she are just fucking PISSED off!! hehe

Anyways went school for like wat an hour fifteen minutes? den went back home. Waste of time. Slept afters from 11 am to 7pm......

Rite after waking up i got pissed off with home, so got out and went to naz's house and ton there.

I still got 8 bux for diz weekend, so anybody wanna like go out and have fun? coz i absolutely need to let out some steam.

"You will be alone, get it? FUCKING alone so stop whining about it."

Nothing but a perversion?

2009-10-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

Great day today i must say. Its been awhile since i had a serious conversation with someone...Not those casual conversation.

Met Naz after school today. He brought liquor and ciggs. Exactly what i need.
Went to his aunty's house afters to eat free chicken rice lol.

School sucks but home's worst.

"Is it the whole world or just me thats crazy?"

use me coz i dun wanna think

2009-10-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

School sucks and i just want to have a drink.

Peet peet!!

2009-10-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

Its useless making them understand and so i play the bad guy, just to make it easier.

Stuff!!!

2009-10-06T03:06:00.000+08:00

Just recently Jaarvis had this as his pm, "love is bullshit, love is sex and sex is not love". Im really starting to believe diz is true.....Anyways fuck dat bullshit, "love's not made for my kind"(by Tarot anyways),lol.

What the fuck.Seriously.
Fuck.

Damn the school. Next week, fuck. I dun really have the mood to go school. Should i just burn it down?
Kidding.

"I just want to walk, out of this world, because everybody have a poison heart."

Free?!!! thnx to sanjay's connections

2009-10-05T00:55:00.001+08:00

Recording's this December for free....Got two fucking days to record three songs. Thnx to sanjay. Thinking of sending to mourning sound records coz it may be one of the best record labels in Singapore. I mean most of the bands signed under them plays outside Singapore. Australia, Thailand, Taiwan and so on.

Band's photoshoot coming soon too... Lets just hope my face wont be fucked as usual.

And lastly, I would like to get wasted in a party b4 school holidays end...Pls somebody arrange a fucking party pls.

Provoked!!

2009-10-02T00:19:00.001+08:00

I really forgot what i did those past few days...Maybe i too lazy think now, with the help from my my best friend, alcohol.

But one thing i remembered is that i got provoked.. I dun get it, lol, coz im not the teeny bit scared...Pride comes first, then death.

I just realised i still havent go cradle of filth whole discography, missing one album which is damnation and a day. And so i got it, quite a good album, though not as good as their early albums. Well, its a record released by sony so im not surprised if its a bit more mainstream than their early albums.

"Thank god for the suffering"

Holidays are great if ur not at home...!

2009-09-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Overslept 2day and was late for jamming...crap. Managed to jam for 5 mins and head out to peninsula plaza coz janvin wanted to buy a new pickup for his guitar. After dat eat fish bowl noodle and drink beer. Ahaha plain and simple, nothing much 2day.

Gonna go gym tomm coz i got nothhing 2 do. Why am i so negative and moody nowadays i oso dunno. Got to brighten up!!

"the fire still burns"

Chinese democracy!!!

2009-09-26T16:36:00.000+08:00

Got my hands on chinese democracy by Guns and Roses today. I personally think its a great album. I dunno why the fuck the people are making such a huge fuss over slash and the other bandmates leaving. I still can hear quality guitar solos. Slash left, so what. I believe this album is MUCH more better than any of Velvet Revolver albums.

Injure my hand today while practicing slap popping. Theres blood...crap, guess i overexerted. Now i really have to use pick for jamming. Faster heal so i can continue to train my slap popping.

"There was a time, when songs bring nostalgia"

Mount Faber adventures!!!

2009-09-23T23:43:00.001+08:00

Was so fucking bored at home so decided to give a call to jie sheng to wether he want to have a drink at coffeeshop. But suddenly got change of plans and we decided to go Mount Faber wif dillon, cheng cheng and yan qian. Walked the dark tiring road up...and decided to picnic there. Night picnic.
And so js got drunk and we didnt want to leave him behind so we all of us ton at dillon house. Cheng cheng unluckily miss her bus and theres no night rider... Crap around at dillon house watching music videos and watch some horror movie( i forgot the name) with yan qian while the others sleep.
Had breakfast with js afterwards and had a good sleep afterwards. All in all a good day.

"Reckoner"

Back home....bruised with mosquito bites!!!!

2009-09-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

Just came back home from Malaysia. Its not as bad as i expected it will be. Went to my grandpa's place which resides in a fucking kampong. Cool but the mosquitos are in the way...fucking kill lots of them and there still lots left...Anyway my animal inside rose and i decided to hike the fucking place for one whole day. I climbed hills, crossed rivers, smoke in the jungle and got lost...oh well should have listened to my mum not to go so far. But my uncle say if u climb a particular hill, u can see Gunung Ledang, a malaysian mountain or sumting. So i head out with climbing that hill in mind.

It was almost nightime when i found my way back...But it was fun hiking alone. I wont be able to do this everyday.Spent the other two days sleeping, playing psp, eat and watching late night soccer and playing skateboard. Yes, skateboard at kampong...

I wanted to go there again some day but the thought of sitting in a car wif my parents for four fucking hours ruined the whole thing so fuck it. Im not gonna go there again!!!

"Love is but a stranger baby!!"

Its getting dark again......!!!! inside that is....

2009-09-16T01:36:00.000+08:00

I just realised all these stuffs will just slow me down. Time to let go...and i got no place there in the first place, so bye bye!!

Focus like crazy....

I really admired the basslines for Black Rose Immortal by Opeth. I wish i got that kind of riffs ahahaa.

"Moon in mercury red"

Have to start jogging!!! and other stuffs

2009-09-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

Have to start jogging...I realised i have been growing fatter...ahahaha. Oh well, i'll lose it again by exercising...

Going Malaysia diz friday coz of Hari Raya.I hate hari raya but its tolerable coz of the quick cash u will get.... Its the only reason why i decided not to work, im getting cash soon. I'll be gone for around 3 days so people dont miss me too much!!( though i doubt theres anyone who give a shit lol).

Talk crap wif my bandmates yesterday after practice. Talked about 2012 and apocalypse. Kinda cool coz as vinod put it, we will at least see something majestic before we die. I have to agree on that...Well at least i just got the whole reinkaos album by dissection on my hardware recently so i wont regret if the world ends.

"Fear and Wonder"

Hardworking day?!!!!

2009-09-11T23:47:00.001+08:00

Spent my whole day today downloading albums, practicing my basswork and finish learning summer dying fast by cradle of filth. The last part of the song is kinda technical so took me a while to grab the pattern but i nailed it in the end....

Am now learning For Whom the Bell Tolls by Metallica and Haunted Shores by cradle of filth. Both are long songs so gonna take a while i guess(2-3 days maybe?).Gee i feel so hardworking during the holidays.

Was enjoying Siouxsie and the Banshees 2day. Its not something i usually listen to but i just got the mood to listen to it 2day. Downloaded their tinderbox album and totally digging the post punk band.

"Opium, bring me forth another dream."

The seasoned boys!!!!

2009-09-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

Chalet was quite fun... Barbecue and stuff. But the best is the second night. A group of us, around 9 people walk to OCH from Aloha Loyang....Fucking far....We left at 1 am and came back at 7+ am..... Anyways, OCH was kinda fun, i can feel the thrill, especially when i see those budha charms and wards wrapped around it. It feels like a movie haha, so fucking cool. We went in one big group but decided to split into groups becoz a big group is not scary. So 3 people each group. Its fun but theres really nothing in OCH. It was 7th ghost festival and it was the witching hour during that time but i dun see any ghosts or demons. I guess its all a hoax.

After that we went to Changi Village to eat...and drink H20 coz we were fucking dehydrated. Some people cannot tahan coz too tired so they take cab. Becoz Js and Vinod no bus fare and money, we walk back....Us and Nazrul and Hui Rei walked back. So we call ourself the seasoned boys coz we walk...

After dat everybody except me, Vinod, Js and Nazrul ciao. So one chalet for the four of us. Power ah. As usual we just slacked and smoke camels and eat maggi the whole day as usual and go home the next day.

All in all a crazy week.

"Too old, too cold."

Fuck home fuck school!!!

2009-09-07T00:43:00.001+08:00

Got exam tomm man, haven even study and i dun noe shit abt the exam. Dun care aredy lah. I hate school anyway. Gonna go chalet tomm, and get drunk. Then the next day go to exam. After dat go back chalet haha. Wat a crazy week.

"I dont belong to anybody, and certainly not to you."

Cause when you run, i fall behind!!!

2009-09-06T02:36:00.000+08:00

Why can't i get as good even though how much i train? Its getting shitty. Fuck, i work my ass off just to get competent. When the fuck will i be as good as you.

Oh well the only thing left to do is to train harder. Until it breaks.

"Sell me the infection, its only for the weak."

!!!

2009-09-04T22:21:00.001+08:00

Wat should i do, i wonder. Should i just run away from it all? They always say about facing your problems but its easier said then done. Oh well, lets just see how it goes...

Break these walls....please?

Im only here if u wish for it....just like a genie

Ignorance is bliss my ass

Baybeats 2009!!!!

2009-08-30T16:23:00.000+08:00

29/Aug/09
Went to baybeats 2009 just to catch out meza virs!! Wanted to see Suicide Solution and Flawed Element but missed them...Anyways, i meet up with Js after he finish work and we went to baybeats together. We walked all the way to powerhouse and saw Lyon pumped up for Meza Virs, haha. Vinod came after dat and we headbanged to Meza Virs haha. Met up with Farah, Jaarvis, Dillon and his friends. We go slack one corner, suddenly got two people give us some sex drink called Naughty G or sumting for free haha. Ciao at 11 coz i dun want waste money on night rider. But it was a fun night of socializing and making new friends!!

I guess its time to move on....and im doing great

A fresh start all over again

Fuckin magic place!!!

2009-08-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

School was ok. I did presentation for COB. Three words, did really badly. Well i didnt put much effort on it anyway so i deserve it. Did some OFA work after dat under the guidance of Jaja or wat she would prefer me to say, my wife. Hahaha. Completed my assignment for the first time, now im confident of my exam tomm!!! After dat is POA and i slept halfway through the test.....

Tomm is when im gonna be back with my bros again, Js and Vinod. Slacking together at our secret hiding spot which we called FMP, or Fuckin Magic Place( made by Js himself ). Ever wonder why its fuckin magic? Coz Js bought diz weed shirt and had big Fuckin Magic slogan on it, and so we made fun of it and somehow yeah bla bla bla.

You cant be down when ur high!!

Hoped you enjoyed the rain today as much as i do

OHMYGOD IM FUCKING BROKE!!!!!

2009-08-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

No moneeeeyyy....somebody give me money. hahahaha. I finished my remaining money today on ciggaretes. I noe wasted but aku addicted so cannot be helped. Cannot survived the night without it haha. At least can drink coffee while smoking at night. The best!! I guess i just have to fast for the rest of these week. Got $10 but i cannot use it becoz have to collect money until 19 Nov. Actually have to collect 15 bux every week one but im a bit short of cash these week. Have to collect money. I cannot afford to miss Opeth live in Singapore. I'll do anything to get those tickets!! Even starving myself!!

Ahhh fought with my mum again becoz of the smallest stuff. She keep scolding vulgarities, fucking pissed me off. Who cares if she's angry with my sis. Im not in any part of it. Fucking call me useless and black sheep of the family. I'll fucking show her. And i dun mind being the black sheep.

Weekend pt 2!!

2009-08-23T10:52:00.000+08:00

Lazing around the hse, on a saturday, but it was ok. I dun wan 2 go out anyways. My mood is quite low these days. But somehow i got forced by vinod nod and js. So somehow, i met js after he finish work and went to youth park. I wanted to bring my(or Dillon's) skate deck to play but got lazy at the deciding moment. haha great rite?!?!? It seems Dillon brought a whole multitude of his friends there. I dun really like them. After a while, Dillon and friends wanted to cineleisure for wat fuck. They ask me go but i dun wan 2 becoz i dun like them. Js and Vinod as usual stay with me. After dat went to sit at botak jones and think of wat to eat but i didnt eat in the end. Just drink coconut juice. Haha, i noe very cheapo. Play around and slack after dat and they all decided to go home quite early(10.45 P.M.) . So i purposely took a slow walk and just keep walking until its almost my last bus. If tired den sit down.haha. After all the nonsense, went home of course. After dat Joy sms me she cannot go home becoz miss the last train. hahahaha. But she got home lah in the end with night rider. Must be more careful next time ah, good friend!!!

Weekend!!

2009-08-22T02:09:00.000+08:00

Uhhhh, at last weekends!! Can sleep the whole day!! so nice and can recover a bit. So tired at school man, nd rest!!!

Went to slack at my secret spot with js and vinod. I think im gonna call it red brick. Tok cock sing song play uno(gambling is bad 4 u) and den went home. Quite boring i noe, but wat is there to do in singapore? some more no money. Fuck man. I wan to go sleep!!!*yawn* gdnite

Shit happens!!!

2009-08-19T02:08:00.000+08:00

I cant believe amrik died, dat asshole. Its like only so soon. 17 years old!!!and already died fuck. I still remembered talking, playing soccer and making fun of him. Wtf, but i wont die so early man, i just refuse. I wont die just like dat.

Im gonna post a new song, according to my mood. Do give it a listen.

weooewwoeui!!!!!

2009-08-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

IIce lemon tea, why u so nice??? Drank ice lemon tea, so goddamn nice man. After outside, drink ice lemon tea at home is the best!!! WooooohOHOOH!!!! Power lah dey brother. Eat prata together? Fucking spartaman. hahaha
Anyways go jam 2day at fourtones studio. Quite fun ah except dat im still not used to using pick(i usually use fingers) so screwed up a bit. haha sorry. 2day oso go cut hair. Look quite gay but nvm, still got spartaman rite?hahaha.
Really feel like watching kung pow enter the fist again.hahahahaha funny ass show.weeooiiweeoiiuuu. the show is so dam stupid but one of my fav shows.hahahaha fuck damn funny i really recommend it. i'll put a picture or sumting.
Brother dats all tonite lah brother, we next time eat prata again ok? Goodnite all!!!

whatever should i be doing!?!?

2009-08-15T01:15:00.000+08:00

I alredy planned with my life. Yeah it the way i want. Sleep in day, stay up at night, just eat anyhow and stuffs. And i gonna faster finish ITE and go NS. Faster finish NS and work for 2-3 years while living with my frens. At the same time do my band stuff. After 2-3 years of collecting money we all shall take a big risk and go out overseas to europe. We shall make music there hoping to suceed...or at least to get food in our mouths.
Maybe its unrealistic but i wanna give it a try.

Answer to yesterday!!!

2009-08-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

And yes the answer is an apple a day keeps the doctor away. 7 apples so 1 apple for each day to keep the doctor away from sarah.hahahahhhaha.

People who gt it correct
Vinod
Nazrul
You guys can kiss my ass as a prize

People who gt it wrong
Jocelyn
No wonder you end up in ITE like me hahaha just kidding

Meteor showers tonite???

2009-08-12T15:26:00.000+08:00

Went to yahoo news and saw dat theres a probability of meteor showers showing up in the sky. So as i gt nothing 2 do im gonna sit outside the whole nite and check it out. Meteor showers? I hope so.

Hmmm, im kinda bored rite now so im gonna give out a joke or riddle for you people to answer. I'll give out the answer tomm. If ur bored as me, u can try answering it on the cbox or tagboard or watever. Here goes:

A doctor and a bus driver are both in love with the same woman, an attractive girl named Sarah. The bus driver had to go on a long bustrip that would last a week. Before he left, the bus driver gave Sarah seven apples. Why?

Yes its kinda hard and kinda stupid but bear with me

Crappy weekend!!! and other stuff like lady gaga having a penis..

2009-08-11T19:17:00.000+08:00

I haven updated in a long time, hmmm i guess i shall start with latest weekend. As in on saturday,8 August 09. Was so bored at home so decided to meet js after he finishes work. Watch stupid ndp rerhearsel and and their fucking screw ups. Fucking funny man.Late at nite met Joy and Panda(?) coz they were around the area. The next day is jamming/ recording day. Was hit by a fever(ugggh) but i somehow survive. The whole day was an alternate of sleeping and and getting forced to play. After dat took bus home. Fuck. Nd to stand for the whole bus ride home. Reached home and quickly eat medicine and just sleep with my socks all lol. Woke up at 2 am and i felt a weird sensation. Its like some thing big is inside my head. Feels like im going crazy. Panic a while and call mum on the phone and told her. She said its just a nightmare and she she coming home soon. Calm down a bit and realised its actually a big headache and the big thing was just my imagination haha. Was half-sleep when i saw mum putting cold towel on my head.
The next day i was still sick. Woke up at 9, everybody was still sleeping. Ate a bit and medicine afters. After dat mess around and go sleep again. When i woke up nobody's home again so felt a bit lonely, just a bit haha. Spent the day lying down coz too weak.
Back to school the next day!! Mess around as usual and realised lady gaga has a fucking cock!!! thnx to haddy. Wtf man.

Ear infection!!and song replacement

2009-08-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

Aaaah, it seem i messed with my new piercing too much. Den kana infection. My whole ear swollen. have to take out all my piercings. Yes even the old one. As soon as i take out the studs, blood spill out like no tomm. Quite alot sia. Cb stain my school uniform. Den kana the floor oso. Gonna put powder like wat jocelyn said. Den after 2 days put bk my earings.

As the new song got some shitty error, i went and replace it with a new one. Its called Lost Boys by The 69 Eyes. Its a song i recently gt hooked with. Just love the singer's voice. Do give it a listen!!

Updated song list!!and other stuffs

2009-08-01T14:18:00.000+08:00

Yeah i recently found that sonata artica was quite good and i feel like listening to some lighter stuffs. So yeah. Do give a listen coz i really liking diz song.
Yesterday nite met with js, vinod and dillon. Do our normal stuffs (like drinking). Dillon was quite in a bad mood coz he gt rejected by girl!! Try harder next time k bro?

A video for the soul for you motherfuckers!!!

2009-07-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

New bandmate!!and stuffs...

2009-07-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

Went to dillon hse to practice b4 hitting the studio later. And also to wait 4 our new rythm guitarist, Janvin to arrive. After dat hit the studios and jam. Janvin learn song quite fast man. He learn almost the whole song(around 7 mins)in like 10 mins!! After dat went and get to know our new bandmate better and stuff. After dat went home and stay outside 4 awhile(forget to bring hse key cb). After calling my sis 4 the 10th time, she finally pick up. Ask her open the door and eat some tortillas!! Just get the filling from the fridge, heat the tortilla and den eat!! very cool!!

more piercings!!!!and alcohol....

2009-07-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

Went to school as normal. Cabot PE and go home and den take a quick nap. After dat go meet up with js, vinod and dillon. Went at around 7 after js finish work. Dat fucker got smirnoff from some random guy and share with us. B4 dat, i went to some shop and go pierce my ear. Now my ear gt 3 piercings. Next up is the eyebrow!!!probably take a while coz its a tad more expensive. Dillon got free ciggs from dunno who and we smoke and drink until around 11 and den ciao home. Reached home and js msn me abt how high he is and how he say sorry to janessa.lol.

Thank god for alcohol!!....and boredom

2009-07-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 3+pm den straight away sian. Thank god Nazrul wan to lepak so we go kim tian and have a couple of beers while talking unimportant stuffs and listening to Nazrul's passionate speech about his fencing stuffs. So basically dats wat i did the whole saturday. We actually tried to scout around for asahi coz its so cool looking and its so nice but could not find it. Even in 7-eleven(Wtf). So i have to settle for a carlsberg while Naz for for a Baron. Sit around looking at girls jogging and laugh at unfunny jokes and den went home.

too lazy to post!!

2009-07-15T01:33:00.001+08:00

So many things to post, so many things happened and im lazy to post them. Maybe next time....

Normal schooldays!!!

2009-07-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

As usual school is school. U study and play around and stuff as usual . After school, Nazrul called me and ask me to lepak with martin and hadi at chua chu kang. Went there and met with Nazrul, Martin, Bird, one guy who i forgot the name(haha sorry but i only met u twice), Hadi, Hadi's girlfriend and his girl's daughter. Its been a long time since i met Hadi. He look so decent now.Cb. We play cards, catch up with our lifes and just hang around. All say want to go clementi college with me den go to simei college cb though dat time Hadi's already in Simei college. After dat went back home and fell asleep 4 a while den cannot slp at nite.Nb.

Drink and die at sentosa!!!

2009-07-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

4/6/09
Fucking fun day!!! Went to fucking sentosa coz its jaarvis b'day party which has been postponed from last week until now. Theres like 17 people and theres like 6-7 big bottles of liquor!! theres like 2 bacardi, 2 chivas, 1 jack daniels, 1 bombay sapphire(or watever its called). Drink until seh liao. Make alot of new friends. I even made fren with some britain guy who will ciao frm singapore at 17 july!! It was fun for a while, fucking seh. But after dat the fucked part comes and my head keep fucking spinning(in a bad way) and i just lie down vomitting like a few thousand times. Ahhhh dat was bad and after i go home sleep, i wake up and gt a fucking hangover.

pierced my ear!!!!

2009-07-04T01:55:00.000+08:00

Lol i boliao aredy, go pierce my ear. Guan Cheng go pierce his tongue, i dun wan coz very expensive. $50 sia, cb. So i go pierce my ear, $5 only lol. Anyways i sec 2 dat time go pierce my tongue aredy, but dat one my friend pierce 4 me so it only cost around 6 bucks total. I feel like want to continue piercing sia, so long never go piercing aredy, feel like want to start doing piercing again.
Anyways after tat we lepak with js and nazrul at echo(or so we named it). Lepak until around 12 then run to bus stop coz dun wan miss the bus haha. Caught the last train and reached home!!!