I now living a nocturnal lifestyle, i sleep in the day and wake in the night lol. I sleeping sleeping h alfway then js call me to go drink. Hahaa saturday aredy drink then 2day drink again. Nvm lah js and vinod belanja wat so nvm. Js wrking wat so nvmlah if he belanja me a bit lol. drink vodka until seh liao. Cb then take bus go dillon hse like dam seh like dat. After dat go home lor. Fucklah my holidays left a few days only nb. Cb fuck. I havent do my homewrrk all and i dun think i doing. Holidays must play mah(although i play like fuck even though its skool time). Hahaha wtf, how the hell am i going to be a detective cb. Haha dats my dream job btw. Ahhhhh, i think of becoming detective i so excited aredy cb. So fucking thrilling. Dont nd so boring one when working. So unlike working in a petrol station lol. Anyway im thinking of working part time with js at the rugby shop with js. Fucking nice, get money and wrk like so relac one with fren around.
Feeling kinda moody diz days, maybe im just tired. Sometimes when i think again its kinda lonely when js and the rest is busy coz theres nobody else to tok to. Yeah im very close to js coz hes like the first friend i ever had. I'm a bit anti-social lol. Its easy to make friends but its hard 4 me to get close to them. Im that kind of person. I still remembered i was just a kid with a hell lot of problems. Js who had a ton of problems too always came to me and talk about his problems and ask me to talk about my problems, and it will always felt better after talking about them. Back then i was a pessimistic fuck who hated life and shit but it seems js's optimism had rubbed off to me. I will always remember the crap he said to me, 'our life so fucked up now, i think in the future our life will be better'. I noe its crap but its kinda helpful. And its kinda true too. My problems lessened and i grew stronger. hahaha, thnx js, if nt 4 u i'll become a hopeless depressed fuck lying down on the streets.
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